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April 17th, 2016
It's warm out, so
I want berries.
What a simple,
straightforward desire.
The grit of raspberry
seeds and a tall
leaky glass of icewater.
April 18th, 2016
At the end, I did not
want to hurt you, but
I didn't much care
if you were.
My image of you
was some oiled gleaming
pig. You were lovely.
Well-muscled, strong teeth,
still a pig.
April 19th, 2016
While attempting to be enamored,
that place, that language
became repugnant.
It was a final disappointment
I inflicted upon myself,
a penitent's lash.
Years later, I dream
a few words still:
harb al-hub,
hub al-harb
which means nothing
to someone like me.
April 20th, 2016
Several towns over,
a fitful shiver of
lightning. The wind and trees
tell secrets in harmony.
Like a brand new commandment
brought down from Sinai
the rain's leading edge
pronounces itself.
It's warm out, so
I want berries.
What a simple,
straightforward desire.
The grit of raspberry
seeds and a tall
leaky glass of icewater.
April 18th, 2016
At the end, I did not
want to hurt you, but
I didn't much care
if you were.
My image of you
was some oiled gleaming
pig. You were lovely.
Well-muscled, strong teeth,
still a pig.
April 19th, 2016
While attempting to be enamored,
that place, that language
became repugnant.
It was a final disappointment
I inflicted upon myself,
a penitent's lash.
Years later, I dream
a few words still:
harb al-hub,
hub al-harb
which means nothing
to someone like me.
April 20th, 2016
Several towns over,
a fitful shiver of
lightning. The wind and trees
tell secrets in harmony.
Like a brand new commandment
brought down from Sinai
the rain's leading edge
pronounces itself.
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consecrate
authenticity an arsenic
in morning coffee, in the smiles
pressed like ironed laundry,
because I feel like one wrong breath,
one wrong kiss between glossed lips and soft jaws
and I will be nailed to a cross
deception a shame rising like steam,
where teeth grind against each other
like clockwork gears, tick tick ticking
while the tongue kisses the roof of its cathedral
like a prayer to gods yet to be named
because her face is a mosaic window
shining the sin out of love
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tell.tale
she told me her favourite word one Tuesday when the sun fell sharp like lemon slices across wet tarmac and constellations of cigarette stubs, I drank it in – all these useless facts as if she would test me, hand me a paper with a series of questions: her favourite word, the song set as her alarm, whether she prefers seafoam or duck egg blue a perfectionist, I would get every answer right, be rewarded with those teeth clicking into a smile like champagne glasses shattering in an over-enthusiastic toast ask me whether she loved me and I would falter, but her favourite word was surreptitious and that’s exactly how I felt, holding my heart tucked in my sleeves and praying she would notice.
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sandpapered
even after I polished myself again
and again I still
splinter. by now I am flatter than I ever
planned, but I guess that's not enough
(the last time someone stepped on me they
still bled. they told me that saying
sorry wasn't going to fix the wound so I
swallowed it back, ran sandpaper through again because
what else could I do?
and now I'm not sure if I'll ever stand up again)
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